If you haven't noticed yet, I don't make many journals, so this is a very rare occurance for me. I have made this for a very special reason...and have asked that only women come and read this for that same reason...
It's been well over 16 years...and still I feel the same. If it wasn't for my friends being right next to me, then I would've been the loneliest man in the world. But even with my friends, I still feel lonely.
To make things short...I need a woman. My past relationships in real life haven't quite worked out too well...and now I've gone this low to rellying on the internet...but I'm willing to give it a try. I ask anyone willing if they would wish to talk. That's all I ask. I just want to talk to someone, get to know someone, start a good building friendship...and possibly into something more.
I ask you to do this willingly. It is not mandatory, I wont think any less of you if you say no or if you say yes but then change your mind later on. I just want someone that will talk and listen to me.
If you are willing to do this with me, then I would like to be able to talk often. This can mean as few as twice a week to as many as once a day, but if you want to do this then I want to be able to talk, not wait. MSN, yahoo, or even the chatrooms here will work. If we actually get somewhere and you have a verizon phone, then I could consider talking on the phone...but that is a ways off.
Please...my friends and other readers...I need that someone in my life. I guess I have just gotten so desparate that I am now begging...probably because I don't have any luck with the other sex...but please. Maybe you have felt these same feelings that I am feeling right now. If so, then lets talk.
If you are a guy reading this and want to talk, sure I'll talk to you, but not in the same way that I will with these women. I'm sorry, but I am not that way. We can be friends, but no where close to being THAT close.
If you are a guy reading this simply out of couriosity (even though I asked for only single women) and are now thinking "Wow, this is just sad! Look at this nerd trying to get a date on here!" I've just have been having some bad luck and wish to try other things. Perhaps you have felt desparation as well before...if so, then I wouldn't be talking right now.
Also, unless you are willing to do this with me, please don't let every single person in the world know what I doing right now. I don't mess with your personal business, so don't mess with mine.
That's all I have to say. My lady friends...please think before you say anything. I have had to put a lot of thought into this, so I wish that you will put some thought into it before going on ahead and choosing right then and there.
Thank you and God bless








"Inner Strength"????????????????
It is at both the FanFiction and DeviantArt websites.
Check the DeviantArt website for the short version first if you want to know what it is about without reading long chapters.
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Philippians 2:3 Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves...Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus.
how are u?
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Oh, I also found this awesome video: [link]
"The horribly slow murderer with the extremely inefficient weapon." Be warned: you may have nightmares about being beaten to death by a spoon
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Philippians 2:3 Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves...Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus.
well, i think i just might've have done something that made it all up for me anyhow
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Awesome Mew and Mewtwo website made by Miu3 -> [link]
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Philippians 2:3 Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves...Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus.
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Philippians 2:3 Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves...Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus.
see, back in jr. high, i was in this tae-kwon-do class during school and near the end of the year my whole class would come up with some show ideas to show off in front of the parents. that year, we thought of making it like we were the characters in some fighting video game, like mortal kombat, and each person got to make up their own characters. since our uniform was white anyhow, i thought of being a white ninja.
and from there...the name stuck
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Awesome Mew and Mewtwo website made by Miu3 -> [link]
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